Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I DONT KNOW! BUT I JUST WANT TO LET IT OUT HERE!!!
I've just came across someone's onsugar and hes posting really do inspired me to post to what i feel on that very moment when i start typing...
I felt that ever since i turned 18, all those ego in me had gone far far away. Good thing. But when problems comes one by one, i deal with it nicely by.......LET IT GO AND FORGET ABOUT IT, PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED!!! BAD CALL!!!
Im doing that without hurting nobody and of course, misunderstanding will not exist, but im hurting myself. For example if one problem comes, i let it go nicely, so nobody gets hurt, but then again before i went to sleep, i kept thinking about it withput even realizing that i've only few hours to get myself rested before doing an activities on a new day. I felt so miserable......
But one thing im glad of is there i've never make any enemies with anyone. But the bad thing is that im making enemy with myself. IM HURTING AND KILLING MYSELF!!!
I dont know what else to do, I just cant share anything with anyone cause i believe in this 3 words.. Dont Trust Anybody! And that someone's post he did say that LIFE WILL GET YOU EVEN MORE WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER! I truly believe in that and i guess i just have to deal with it.
I dont have any answers as to how to not hurt anyone and even me but then i believe i just have to stay calm and keep doing the usual way that i deal with life and slowly but surely find an answer on how to deal with it better!=)
Anyway peeps had been asking me why didnt i have a girlfriend? When will i have one? Who is it going to be?
I've got so annoyed with these questions! Just let me get this straight. I've been patiently waiting for this particular lady ever since we were in sec 1, I'll keep it cool and wait patiently for my time to come to personally meet her and so and so....
I know you might say its easy to plan and talk shit....
But im taking it slowly and hopefully i can proof to you guys i can achieve in getting her.=)
remember, IT PAYS TO BE PATIENT!!!=)
11:41 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
2:08 AM
I really want to thank my 4 best buddy above for an enjoyable time at SAKURA just now!=)
Oh before that, im sorry for not updating regularly, busy mugging and stressing myself for exams and some other stuffs. Holidays had started since last week but yet im still quite busy with certain stuffs and raye is coming within days time!
Oh well..After sahur just now, i went out to settle something then off i went home. Quite tiring but i guess its for my own good. So had a 3 hours nap which i dont think its enough for my body. But no choice cause i've got something to attend at 430pm. So after that something had been done and to my suprised i still didnt succeed, i went to sakura downtown to break-fast with facool, ras, radzi, shafiq and ain.
I came late cause of the peak hours and jammed but its all worth it i guess..heh..So we ate different variety of foods. I kind of enjoyed being a customer at last rather than being the server watching all those yummy foods eaten by those never-eat-for-100years-customers last 2 years! So i tried many thing and so did they. It was worth it! But what makes it more worth it is that after ras present a gift to ain to celebrate their 4 months anni, a birthday song was being played. I was damn suprised when farhan came up with a birthday cake and place it in front of me. The rest of the customers all sing along the happy birthday song with my peeps, even those beauty hot chicks which attract me sing along too!!! hahaha.. ME LIKEY!!!
So there i go, feeling paisey and just wish that i can freeze them all and run away cause i didnt expect anything like that to happen! SERIOUSLY! The only thing that came to my mind when i enter sakura was to eat those variety of foods!!!=p
Radzi and ras plan really works and thanks to my colleagues which plays a part on those plan that it came about as one of their successful plan ever! THANKS GUYS!! Seriously it was the best thing that has ever happen to me and those hot chicks were damn nice! Should take those advantage and get to know them better but sadly, their "amma" boyfies were there too and theres no hope for me so too bad! heh....But those plan my peeps made were the most memorable thing that i will keep it till the day i die. No wonder before that moment happens, i wanted to take some desserts which include cakes that radzi denies it and begged me to sit down and wait for a few minutes before i get up and started taking the whole of those oreo cheesecakes! It turns out that the whole peoples were waiting to sing me that song! Thanks to my peeps, those workers and customers and those hot chicks! hahah...I've had the best birthday celebration ever today!!!
So head down to play pool after that instead of watching movies....and off we went home at around 1am! LOL!
Oh ya, last sat my uncle got hitched! I'm waiting patiently for the pictures from my sister so that i can upload it ASAP!!!
In the meantime you guys enjoy life to the fullest orytyyy..
GOT TO GO!
Nights!
1:50 AM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
AH HELLO!
So ya, the 4T10 outing wasnt that bad but still the same old situations...
I had quite a fun actually but i guessed the bonding and those great time were all in the past and stay still there. I've made the decisions not to go for any of you guys outing cause the bonding has gone far far away and things changed alot! I guess maybe i will just continue move on with my life and put u guys all in the past. I need a new challenge, a new friends to bond with and if that cant be achieved in future, then i guess being with my future girlfriend 24 hours isn't that bad! hahaha...
Anyway the outing started out with me meeting up with sholeha, facool and khir at tamp mrt station, meet up with mahirah at simei then proceed to bugis. Went to ZAM ZAM to make a reservations for us to break our fast there. Managed to be reserved and so we hang out at this cafe, chit chat2, talk crap and of cos photo taking since facool cant wait to pose with my specs! hahaha..So then comes fahmi, fendi and qaiyum followed by lela and yanie. Sadly my close friends like aliff, ras, radzi, shafiq and zai couldnt make it last minutes. Maybe thats why the fun wasnt that good...
And so we had our dinner at zam2 followed by going to cineleisure to catch a movie but to my great instinct, tickets sold out. So i had enough, plan cocked up so mahirah, me, sholeha and facool went off to hang out at MCD tamp central while the rest go with their unpredictable planning. So then i had my largy largy DOUBLE CHOCOLATE to kill off my not-so-good mood. And so after that i had fun chatting with aira, sholeha and facool..also doing lots of catching up with each other's life. DAMN! aira's like a drunk woman ehk after so long of not meeting up! hahaha...
Sholeha and cool still the same peeps i've known. And so thats about the outing. Anyway i cant wait to break fast with radzi and ras on 16th if im not wrong at SAKURA!!! LOOKING FORWARD...
September is quite a tight schedule month for me. 7th,8th and 9th sept is my major exams...12th sept my uncle is getting married...14th sept is my beloved grandma's birthday and i need to plan something for her, 16th sakura feast with my 2 bodyguards! hahaha...18th is my happy day...2o+ is something great that im also looking forward to! heh...
So i'll stop here. Below is some pictures which i got from the outing. ENJOY!
Nights!=)
11:48 PM
12:11 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
11:46 PM
Moshi Moshiiiii....
Sorry for not updating regularly...Been busy preparing for exams and something as well as soccer. Anyway past few weeks has been 50% hectic and 50% awesome for me....
Good news for me is that i've managed to become a football freestyler! Woohoo..Been studying ronaldinho and billy wingrove's tricks and skills and i can master it for within 2 days and im loving it!!!!
Hectic one is revising for my upcoming major exams which falls on 7th, 8th and 9th sept! =(
But i've did my part by revising and carefully attempting different ques regardless of it being in a different situations, though the format and formula is still the same! I guess im 90% ready for those 3 exams!=) I've got back my guitar and im brushing up on my guitar skills just for the sake of it and also i've been helping ella and co with topics that they're not sure which is a major one! I teached them but that doesnt mean that im consistent on that topic! Like i say, different ques has different situations. So as i helped them solved those ques im actually learning all along also! hahah...=p
Oh ya..I managed to catch midnight movie with someone special and its a great night! THANKS AITE! YOU'RE THE BEST! Should be doing this weekly! haha...just kidding....
The proposal is a great movie by the way and i rate it 4/5 though it could have been alot more hilarious! Its actually damn hilarious but it could have been more...But what i love most about the movie is the chemistry between sandra bullock and ryan reynolds! DAMN JOKER COUPLE! After watching this movie i always thought that ryan and sandra are real life partners! haha..well not!!! Ryan is with scarlett johansson and sandra is with jesse james!
And i want to buy the DVD soon! Worth my penny!!! And next up i want to catch is G-FORCE, YEAR ONE and I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER as well as DANCE FLICK!!! FINAL DESTINATIONS suck la!!! Plot kind of the same except that its wildly gore and deadly!
So i think thats about it. Tomorrow i will be updating more regarding the 4T10 outing i had with them just now!
Nights!=)
11:30 PM
Saturday, August 01, 2009
TODAY WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!
I GUESS! heh...
Went out with rafie..Met him at around 6 supposed to be at 5 but as usual...me! HAHA...LATE COMER!
So accompany him to have hes hair cut at the saloon i recommended since last week! Once he got hes hair done he likes it but hes not that satisfy with hes fringe! But accept it la pantat! haha..it will grow back within 2 weeks...=)
So then headed down to bugis! Before its too late we head down to illuma to booked our movie tickets and end up as planned, we're going to catch THE HANGOVER! I've seen the trailer and its hilarious and newspaper rates it as the COMEDY OF THE YEAR! So i want to witness it myself and see whether this movie is the real SHIT!=p
So after we booked movie tickets, head down to Funan digital mall to have our dinner at KFC! Sadly theres no more pizza hut!=( But its okay! Fie and i had our zinger meals and half way thru i swear it feels like i've been eating 4 piece of crispy chicken! Im so full!!! After that went to peninsula to do some window shopping and try to take a look at my dream les paul guitar!=) After that head back to bugis junction, wanted to buy this new topman outfit but i cant let my money go that easily! I dont know why! So i re-decided not to buy it. Instead, fie accompany me to MCCAFE and i bought myself my favourite DOUBLE CHOCOLATE!!! hahaha...
Off to the street next and i bought this Tee which fie recommend and its cheap. I kind of like it by the way!=) So then back to illuma, bought nachos and drinks and off to witness the "comedy of the year!"..
So the start of it is the usual trailer and advertisements. Fie find it boring and watch porn instead! SIAL! hahaha...ouh and for the record, i didnt joined him oryte!
And so my rate for the movie is 5/5! Its on top with you dont mess with the zohans no doubt! I laughed my ass off thru out the entire movie! DAMN AWESOME! Soo funny and the whole 2 hours was well worth it!!! hahaha...I thought i pee in my pant when i laugh while watching! ROFL!
And so its getting late but fie wanted to bring me go clubbing! First thought i felt like wanting but seriously with my outfit, its pure madness if i were to be there! I was wearing cargo pants and cross slippers plus my collar tight shirt! NO WAY! Maybe next time!=)
Took 12 to get home and im done!
Nights!=)
11:42 PM
12:24 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
11:08 PM
TODAY WAS A BLAST!
In the morning like i say i need to attend something urgent. So wake up early at 6am and got off from my pretty home at 8am. Head to that place and after 11am i can consider myself THE HAPPIEST BOY COMING MAN ALIVE!!!=)
I've succeed and make mommy proud and myself too. All those hardwork and waking up early in the morning was damn worth it!!! Now my upcoming life will hopefully be much more better! YIKES!
So got home and have a quick nap cause i felt that my bones going to break anytime soon. But before that had a quick lunch at KFC with mom and dad, Head home and off to lalaland! Hatta and rafie woke me up with thier continuously phone calls which i get irritated cause i've been dreaming something good! heh... So i keep my phone to silent mode and sleep peacefully. But still it didnt go that well, Mom knows i've an outing later so she woke me up every 5 minutes just to get my fat ass ready for that outing! Urgh! Overall i only had 1 an half hour of sleep! DAMN! But its okay..Got home at night later on and for sure i'll be lepaking at my bed with better peace!
So meet up with hatta at eunos mrt station then off to meet rafie at orchard mrt station. Gosh rafie has been working out quick alot, plenty of muscles due to his dragon boat training! Hatta even gain some too cause of hes duty with SCDF and hes still serving NS! As for me, though im still schooling i did do some work out alright! Had been training MIXED MARTIAL ARTS past few weeks with my personal trainer and im feeling good! Im getting there slowly but gently!=)
Head to far east to check some stuffs followed by going to cineleisure which i finally bought that ADIDAS bag which i've been craving for 2 years! FINALLY! Then head to SUBWAY to have our dinner. Its my first time eating there and i felt awkward but i love the meals! Hatta and rafie are already experience eater there so they know which one is the best. As for me, i gamble and got myself CHEESE STEACK with lots of ketchup, chilli sauce, mayo and mustard! CRAZY EHK! heh! But mustard is my favourite for your info! And its delicious! Yum yum...=)
So then head back to Tampines. Went to TM to buy movie tickets and end up we've decided to watch FIGHTING which channing tatum is playing the lead role! Coincidentally Nigel aka Atan and desmond lee was present to catch that movie. Its been long time since i bumped into them and nice meeting you guys by the way. Nigel botak makin handsome la. NS really makes you fit ehk! ROFL!
So i rate the movie 3/5! Channing tatum can really act! And so is terrence howard. But the movie plot is so slow and though its title was called FIGHTING maybe they can actually change it to TALKING! hahaha.. Cause the movies was so much about talking rather than fighting. But still i consider Never Back Down as the best fight movie i've ever seen! But this movie is okay and channing's love interst is smoking hot! But the grandma is damn irritating but funny! haha...
And so its getting late and both of them had to work the next day so we all went home! But out of the 3 of us, i can say that im the most satisfied and happy guy. Morning i make my parents proud and at night i make myself proud by becoming the official owner of my new adidas bag!=)
So this should be about it. Ehk wait, anyway just now i bought YES MAN AND DEATH RACE DVD! I need to get going cause i want to do abit of movie marathon before heading to bed! LOL!
Tata! Nights!
10:42 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
10:41 PM
To that guy above there, Muhd Shafiq Nongchiek...GOOD LUCK on serving the country.
He'll be going to tekong and i bet hes going to go in like a pussy and come back like a lion king! hahaha..
Actually he told me hes physically and mentally ready just that hes afraid "FATIMAH ROCKERS" is present there to haunt him! lols!
Bullshit la fiq! No worries, go there finish up your BMT and come home to celebrate Hari Raya! =)
So anyway tribute to him. The peeps made a soccer outing for him at festival park on wednesday night and to be honest, Hes been like a flop! hahaha...He dropped, got tackle, slipped and fall more than the rest and thats just too hilarious! LOTS OF LAUGHTER AND WE ALL GO WILD!!! I had lots of fun!!!
Im sorry i didnt update this few days cause of my CA which has just ended and presentation is due after National Day! But ya, though i didnt update regularly i swear i have lots of fun with life excluded studying for CA! hahaha...
So tomorrow will be going out in the morning to attend something urgent which will decide the fate of my upcoming life and also i will be heading to town with hatta and rafie for shopping and watching movie, still unsure which movie to catch! Maybe PUBLIC ENEMIES! heh =p
Alright i need to sleep early today! Cant wait for tomorrow!
Nights!=)
10:29 PM